empty humpty dumpty

wats wrong wif me..?? i hooked up wif a wrong guy n now i regret it most..mengapakah hal ini berlaku...??
mengapakah diriku tidak keruan n berantakan sebegini rupa..??
wat a f**k....
muchos problemas..
i'm putting on weight n jz cnt help myself from being scared..1 week of raya n i was putting so much weight n i am stil..kinda bloody hell..im in a rush..gonna get da real shape,anything for it..  went for a jog at bukit ekspo yesterday n i like it very much..gonna cut off da dinner,tea tyme,n those unnecessary food..gudbye mamak. i luv ur roti nan no more..sory, i didnt mean to ruine ur bussiness..i'm juz in a battle,n i gotta b an uphill battle..although ur pollo frito(fried chicken)* jz learned diz yesterday..haha..* olwez b ma faveret,i hav to say sayonara to it..tp susah sket,poco dificil..da pollo fritos r really irresistable..mmg kebulur lah..dah kate everytym nk nek bas mmg lalu kat mamak..i gotta b strong..i'll b loosing 3kg in a month..not really a big deal, cz i luv those dresses more than those fats..haha..
i'v promised firdaus to send him off at klia on 27 oct ..buttt..for god forsaken,i got espanol examen da very next day.. it does not really make my duodenum twisted..wat frighten me most is......i guess tentulah najwa n jaja n wani x nak join..dats a real big prob..i ain't letting go da chances of menatap wajah beliau 4 da last tyme..ceh..
mamat nh pon sengal jgak..tyme org sebok nk final exm bru la nk blek mesir..huishh...

exam o firrdaus..??
*critical thought of a critical lady*

pacca es fantastico

mlm td..
sedang aku asyek melayan blues atas katil..tibe2 fon ku ber beep..menandakan seorang homosapens telah menghantar mesej ke num maxis ku..menyangkakan  bahawa mesej yang sdg kuterima mgkin dpd Hotlink, ak dgn mls2 menekan punat view..
to my astonishment...wat...???
it is from enie..
"cak ko x rindu aku ke cak...~
n da chat goes on.....................
im melted..hahaa..
i dun really care to apologize..n i dun need them to apologize..i dun care it all..cz i do really love them so much..we'v been in a fight 4 more than a week..n i was so depressed..we pretended to b strangers..deep inside, i jz wanna talk to u guys n pretend like nothing shit has happened..but my pride wuldnt let me to do so..im scared of being ignored..im scared dat i will cry in front of u..
but..~
IT IS OVER
skang kiter sme2 kt dlm library..doing assignment yg bru nk wat..haha..it hav 2 b submitted ptg nh,tp smlm bru nk wat..haha..tp i kua jap eh..ckp nk g toilet,tp ending up blogging...hehee..
im so glad we laugh together..rndu gler nk ckp korg sengal..huhuu
~the shit has gone~

preparing ourselves for ari raya..~

jz comin back fr Sogo...again..mkcik JAJA yg ajak...n i knew i jz cnt say NO to such dat pelawaan lah..we were so bz shopin mcm org ilang akal..n for da 1st tyme ever, we forgot to capture pics..

1 thing 4 sure, JAJA wud be so epi kowt today..cz ade sorg pkcik polis ckp die mantap..haha..mlm nh kompom skype ngn lokman n pkai sexy2..
gtg to clqz TITAS lah kjap lg..im so bored n being bored by attending class TITAS..luckily me n JAJA, both of us r eyeing da same guy in class TITAS..he's da only human in clas TITAS who is very ensem n keep our eyes opened..haha..named AIMAN..hehe...sory aiman, i hav to mention ur name, i cnt help it..hehe..i wonder lah, y Dr Lukman never get mad..everyone tersgtlah bising,especially chinese..huh sort of rubbish..im not tryin to b heard like a racist, but dats da fact.. im not dreamin of being a lecturer..im so scared i'll get students yg siot cm JAJA..hehe..gotta strive hard..TOGETHER WE SRIVE HARD FOR INFINITE EXCELLENCE..dat was TGB'S motto...wuarghh..i do really miss TGB..miss my x-clzmets, x- rumets,teachers,n my x-...hehehee..miss u guys a lot.. i hav to really strive hard cz i did very bad in Spanish exm yesterday..huhu..im so worried..but for now, i shud let myself hav some rest lah..penat kowt..hehe..sorry aiman, two beauties are not going to clas..hehe..sort of perasan giler..~

so-called gurls outing..~

jz goin back from shopping..kinda penat gler kowt..
bershopping cm org ilang akal..hahaha..but i do really luv dat applemints n diesel..
sgt murah n cun..
congratulation to NAD n SHEILA..finally u guys dpt jgak kuar ngn i eh..hehee
JAJA,cm bese..olwez wit me..hehe..
gud gurls,we finally made it...hehehe..im thinkin of gettin a new handbag, surely jaja wil suggest GUESS kowt..hahaha.. cant help myself from staring at da new dress lah..hehe..x sbr nk anta Mr.mistgunners g klia..hehe..i'll b wearing bj tuh kowt..
btw,i enjoyed myself, overenjoyed kot..haha...
got to see me after 3 long  yrs, surely nad n sheila hepi..heheehhh..sheila stil gelak cam kuda, like she used 2 be..nad..?? ntah le..no more pimples kowt..hehe..

1 thing 4 sure, we usya da same guy..kinda good-looking,yet nmpak sgt baek..shoppin ngn mak dol...one thing dat most of da guy our there wud resist to do..or kalo baek sket, they wud hesitate lah..

kan agi best kalo solid ade..n agi best kalo elaun die da msok..hehe..noe wat i mean..? better keep dat thought to urself..

gotta off 2 bed..sweet dream jaja..sengal2 sendi agi..?? bli yoko2 ye..yoko2 is specially invented 4 folks like u..hehe..r u serious bout asking me 2 kuar agi dis comin rabu..??
hehe..da kepenatan is really haunting me..hehee..

am i giving jaja n sheila best shoppin xperience ever..??hehe..

enjoy da picts..

* she is not stripping..i guess so..for further details,ask her urself..

                                                                                                     *sory, i cant understand english...lols..

*tersadai,tp jd centre of attraction...phewittttttttttttttttt............

*bier makcik2 da mle shopping..~

* my bag is nicer..dun u think so sheila..?? hekhek..

* sdg mencari customer..ngeh3..

~lalalaa~

i gotta be strong..~

fantastic four has now gone

wat happened to us..??

we used to be a great bunch of buddies..we slept together,walked da same path,talked rubbish,we even shared fun fries,nasik lemak,we giggled a lot,n we r known to be 4..we r meant to be friends by heart..

*four beauties wif brilliant brainz.yes we r...!!

now everything seems to be gone..we've been separated..im so depressed..pliz God, do us together like before..i do really miss my best buddies a lot..najwa n Wani.im really sorry if i did sumting dat might hurt u guys.. i regret dat i shouted back at u najwa,but u started it first..diz is da 1st tyme i ever had a terrible fight wit my buddies, ever since i was in a kindergarten..i do really feel a great loss..already depressed by lots of asgnment, yet diz horrid  silly thing bothers me most..im apologizing u guys, on behalf of JAJA too..really2 mish both of ya..hope we can start it all over again,like we used to be, n like we hav to be..im in a great despair..i do really luv u, najwa n wani..najwa,u do really need me..in case ko jatoh tangga agi..saper nk kasik ko air...??hehehee..we've not been talking to each other since yesterday, but it seems to be like years..PACCA,JAJA,WANI,NAJWA..jz 4 of us wud be more than enough..kowt..bler la  kte nk kuar shopping ag nh...??im deadly bored..i really want to talk to both of you...deep inside,i do really2 want to..tp,egokah aku...?? or, egokah korg..?? ntahlah..all i can do is hoping..

* org tua yg sgt vogue..haahaa








pas bln rmdhan nh, kte karaoke ag ye..?? ingt lg our last song yg kite nyanyi kt MINES...?? CINTA YANG DI AKHIR GARISAN.. tyme karaoke, sumer cm naik lembu giler..
najwa da la pkai bju kurung..da jd cm makcik tue yg giler meroyan..haha.

*jaja,ko nmpk innocent..tp dah byk maen nh..hehe

jaja?? bajet cm ngah perform kt atas stage kot..

* bler Dr Khalil Walker xde,ko sebok nk nyanyi..bler die ade,terdiam akal ko...





wani plak..??
sebok nk plih lgu,tp nyanyi lgu celine dion je..

*sweet n demure fasha yg slalu think forward..hehee..akukah itu..?? no komen..

pacca..?? high smpai telompat2 atas sofa..tulah kiter yg sgt happening.. hope our friendship do not come to an end..



lets say CAITT...TOGETHER..


pliz God..lets us unite to fight lady kt bwh nh yg sengal...haha..so much sorrow in my soul..

who's this bitch...??

who's this motherfucking lady...??
anyone can tell me..? i do really mnympah minah nh thp gaban..she is so syial...sarcastic,annoying,irritating, disgusting..arghh..i hate wednesday so much..not whole wednesday, jz 8-9am...i guess bkn sorg kowt yg benci minah nh..da whole class mebi.. sgt berlagak mcm bagus kunun..bleyh bla... dun mess with us..