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a puro dolor

yesterday was sumone's besday..sory i wasn't da 1st to wish u,so were u on my last besday,although i hope u were among da earliest birds..

 he was special to me..plz note da word "was" ye..he was my dockter chenta..olwez giving me motivations n support wif his craps advice..sumpah die pye advice mmg cm syial yet i'm entertained by them..haha

plg besh,when i was in plkn,after dpt fon je, bliau antara kwn yg terawal yg ak contct after family ak..yeah,i spent lots of my tyme with die, rather then my x-bf yg separoh cm syial tuh..haha


but we are no more gud friends..i really2 miss u dude..yeah,deep inside.. u sound so sarcastic to me these days..i tot u've changed,or it is me..? keep wondering bout it..n i am harsh rude too,4 da mean words i intendedly said to hurt u..sory..i hope i hate u,but u used 2 b sumone yg byk berjase to me..


i miss da old farith la...farith yang msk ayam goreng smpai hangus tp stil mentah kt dlm,farith yang promised me nk bwk jln2 nek kete after dpt lesen kete,farith yg suggest ak clash dgn kayu balak tuh,farith yang motivate ak tyme ak down cz result spm ak cm palat,farith yg ske merepek n talk craps tp sgt menyenangkan ati aku,farith yang share kredit fon kt ak,farith yang sengal,farith yang klaka,farith yang bongok,farith kawan ak..


ppl come n go..da best will remain,n i hope u wud remain cz u r da best among those shits..hehe.. dear my old frend,i luv u dude..

im screwed..i'll stop mistguns-haunting~

it has been quite a long tyme since i last updated my blog..jz dun hav da
passion of writing.reluctant to...of ol days i'v been thru since i knew him,today is da most pathetic day..i wud neva hav figured it out he could b so pig headed..insist me to clarify sumtg i do not really did..i mean i did it..but halfway..wtf man..1st tyme ever,i'm speechless..im screwed up..notg went well since dis morning..everything was a mess n still is..im trying to mend everything but i keep asking maself..wat da hell am i doing ol dis shit..one n only reason,coz im a total damn idiot..plus he must b coming from da darkest pits of hell dat i can't even resist at least once..i'll try every single thing to please him..im out of my head..since dat bloody hell lil fight we had diz morning,life has been totally sux..yeah,my life wud sux without him but mine is even suckerrr wif him..i'll promising maself to stop mistguns haunting but deep inside i know it gonna b damn hard as if i wud die without him..wat on earth am i living for..

non-verbal post

wat shud i do..??

i don't know
but i think i may be fallin' for you
dropping so quickly
maybe i should keep this to myself
waiting 'til i know you better

 i am trying,not to tell you
but i want to
i'm scared of what u'll say
and so i'm hiding wat i'm feeling
but i'm tired of holding this inside my head

i've been spending all my time
juz thinking about ya
i don't know what to do
i think i'm falling for you
i've been waiting all my life
and now i found ya
i don;t know what to do
i think i'm falling for you
i'm falling for you

as i'm standing here
and you hold my hand
pull me towards you
and we start to dance
all around us
i see nobody
here in silence
it's juz you n me

i am trying not to tell you
but i want to
i'm scared of what u'll say
so i'm hiding what i'm feeling
but i'm tired off holding diz inside my head

oh;i juz can't take it
my heart is racing
the emotions keep spinning out
i think i'm falling for you

i can't stop thinking about it
i want u all around me
and now i juz can't hide it
i think i'm falling for you
i can't stop thinking about it
i want u all around me
and now i juz can't hide it
i think i'm falling for you

i think i'm falling for you
*yeah,i am really falling for mistguns minmermistguns...badly..!!*

thanks to colbie for singing diz song for me..
as a token of appreciation,i put ur sweet pic in my blog..u better appreciate it once u know bout diz..




im in a great despair..wondering wat shud i do..shud i confess wat i'm feeling inside or jz letting it go..pheww..~

diz is real tough man..