Sexy Lingerie

alkisahnye, semalam jalan-jalan teman bebudak ni cari contact lense kat cheras. masing-masing taknak mengalah, nak jugak bijik mata kaler biru hijau kelabu ni. aku layankan jela.tapi tak beli pon. teringin jugak nak pakai.tapi mata pon dah kaler hazel, membazior pulak kalau beli. tapi memang teringin sangat nak beli. tapi memandangkan aku ni pemalas ya amat, terpaksa la pikir puluh-puluh kali.kang tak memasal buta bijik mato den.

pastu jalan-jalan, ternampak satu booth yang jual lingerie. wow we like it.kehkehkeh. tapi harga lebih kurang je kalau beli kt H&M. haha.baik aku beli kat H&M. dah tentu berkualiti. takdela sekali tarik terus rabak. ceh motiff?? sape nak tarik tu??? hahhaaaa.

biasa la bile kite nak kawen ni, ade jela usik-usik daripada kawan-kawan ni. tapi aku pasrah ajelah. apo nak dikato.

tapi nanti nak terjah H&M la boleh la beli satu.kikiki.buat koleksi. Hitam and merah is my favourite.nanti kalau aku beli, nanti aku tunjuk. tapi bkn aku yg pakai la. kang pengsan pulak orang tengok.hahhaa

Pengantin Diaries

Less that 3 weeks before the solemnization, it can be said that all the preparation are done. except for the goodies.in which I will settle once I come back home, two days before getting married. hehe.

How to start eh? well, until today, I still could not believe the idea that I am gonna be someones's wife soon. At the age of 23, sort of very early. I never imagined of this to happen. I aimed to settle down at 27 or 28. But it turned out the other way round. Who am I to question Allah's plan. I believe Allah has planned, and he planned the best for me.

Well, I can tell that I am immature, in certain ways. Being a mood swinging kind of person, my fiancee has to deal with my tantrum. Hell no. U cannot imagine how bad could I be. I swear I was a different person when I get mad. Poor him. I promise myself to be nice, to be isteri solehah for him. He has sacrificed a lot for me, so I need to sacrifice for him too.

I am so grateful to have him with me. I am being pampered, being taken care of, and bad thing is, I am not as independent as before. I depend a lot on him coz I know he will always be there for me.

I really hope that this relationship is a bless from Allah, for we could both become more obedient to Him. I wish to have a sakinah family, with charming soleh kids and a responsible husband who will do everything to protect his family.

I am so lucky to have a man willingly loving me, a person with so many imperfections. I wouldnt trade him for the world. I would never. This is my doa.

Hatred

aku tak taulah kalau semua orang  akan lalui benda macam ni or not.

kalau boleh undur masa, aku takkan seksa diri aku macam ni.

puaskan hati semua orang, then i risk my future.

aku benci being alienated, macam la aku ni terhegeh sangat nak join fam kau.

mcm lah aku nak menumpang harta mak bapak kau.

mcm lah aku nak sangat kasih sayang fam kau

mcm lah aku nak rampas mak ayah kau dr kau

mcm lah aku takde family.

puiiii

Kad Kahwin #2

Honestly i can tell that i pissed the designer off. haha.cara dia msg, nampak sangat dia geram. aku bayangkan die menggigil sambil menaip dgn jari-jari dia yang gebu itu. Tulah, sapa suruh tak nak berterus terang. Bila aku cakap aku nak combination of songket and English style, laju je ko cakap boleh. tapi bile tengok design, perghhh hancur, ketap-ketap bibir aku nengok.

Aku dah bagi contoh pon, boleh ko design ikot kepalahotak  citarasa ko sendiri. sape nak kahwin ni aku ke ko? konfius kejap.hahaha. Dahla aku bayar service ko, bukan aku saja-saja mintak tolong.

Bila aku dah desak dia after ten days tak siap-siap jugak design yang aku nak, mula lah dia msg panjang lebar. geram sangat gamaknya. teros aku malas nak amek port lagi, lantak lah malas aku nak bising. Tapi tup-tup dia come out dengan design yang boleh la tahan cantik, at least lagi cantik daripada yg previous. So aku suruh proceed jelah. Takkan nak suruh edit lagi, confirm makan 10 hari gamaknya.


Entahlah sempat siap ke tidak. Risau jugak ni.Kang buatnye tak sempat, mati lah aku. Buatnya kad siap lepas majlis, memang aku menangis melalak lah. Penat aku  bergaduh ngan designer ni, last-last tak sempat jugak.

Of Bunga Telur and Bally Shoes

still remember this story? I have never have the idea that one day im gonna experience this. haha. wedding preparations are quite tough especially when u're a student with no income, and there's just a lot to buy. Luckily I'm a lady, so I am given the dowry, lets imagine if I were an indian, and I have to give dowry to the bride.noooo Im not going to get married.hehe.

Basically, all of the preparations are prepared by myself, with the help of the bride to be. I was actively involved from the beginning, so I know every details of them. After so many changes have been maid on the dress, the card, now I am satisfied and what can I do now is just wait and hope and pray. I wonder will the card able to be administered on time?

I go for cheapskate, I count everything, how much they cost me, which is more beautiful with a lower price, ask me, coz I've been there. So i decided to do all the decorations in the bride's room on my own. This means a lot of hard work. But, as long as I am satisfied with myself, nothing bothers.

Stress

Bukan stress pasal nak kahwin, tapi stress pasal study. sebab tiba2 macam banyak assignment yang kena submit. dahla lecturer tu kejam wehh.. dahla sedap2 mulut panggil kawan aku donkey. eh, hang tu apa, babi ke, sedap sangat nak kata org donkey. pftttttt sangat geram dengan ini lecturer. kalau kawan2 je, mau aku sekeh aje kepala dia.

dia ni selalu demotivate students. ce ko bayangkan, in the very 1st class, dia suruh half the class drop the subject. Sebab? dia taknak ramai2 student. macam2 la dia takot kan students. cakap banyak kerja lah ape lah. Tapi aku manage to stay.

actually, bukan assignment yg banyak yang buat kitorang stress. tapi attitude dia yg suke demotivate orang. haisshhh menyampah la pulak aku.

Review Berani Berniaga 2013

hari tu, aku berjaya heret boifren and abang aku ke Berani Berani Seminar by Dr.Azizan Osman. I kan manja, haruslah angkut bodyguard teman.haha. Lagipun, abang aku tu memang minat berniaga daripada sekolah lagi.

Ingat lagi masa sekolah rendah dulu, abang aku suruh mak aku buat nasi lemak, dia nak jual kat sekolah. siap cikgu-cikgu beli lagi taw kat abang aku. masa tu baru darjah 4 kot.haha. asal balik rumah je, licin nasi lemak takde yang tak habis. aku pernah bawak sekali. masa darjah 3 kot. tapi aku ni dasar tak reti berniaga, pemalu plak tu, malas nak promote plak tu. lepastu, aku tak jual pon. aku simpan je dalam beg sekolah.hahha..balik rumah aku ngadap la nasi lemak tu.haha.

tapi adik aku yang bongsu ni ada la ciri-ciri minat berniaga ni. hari tu aku saja la buat apam polkadot untuk makan-makan.kebetulan adik mak aku nak datang rumah. so saja la nak makan-makan sebab dah pandai buat.haha. resipi pon mak aku yang google.cayalah mak.haha. sekali, adik aku bawak gi sekolah esoknya yang belen-belen makan semalam. licin pulak tu die jual. dapatla rm4 kot aku rasa. Esoknya die suruh aku buat lagi. habislah rm10, besoknya lagi rm9. pergh terer jugak adik aku ni. untuk anak yatim, die bagi free. perghh murni sungguh hati adik aku ni. sebijik macam kakak die.opss.

tapi sekarang aku macam rasa nak berbisnes je. sebab malas nak bangun pagi-pagi gi kerja. haha. lagipon aku ni student lagi, ade byk free time. lagipun aku dah pernah kerja before ni. and aku rasa fedap ngan perangai manager yang belagak macam bos. perghhhhhh memang berbulu aje aku.

Tapi aku memang syorkan pergi la kalau ada bengkel-bengkel macam ni. sebab it is free.haha. ala korang pon sama je, suka bende free kan.haha. walaupun ilmu die tak bagi 100% (sebab ko kena pergi advance klas kalau nak ilmu lebih lanjut.alah besela die pon nak berniaga gak), tapi memang eye opening lah.

aitu kat SACC shah alam, memang penuh ngan lautan manusia cewah, sampai kitorang yang lambat redha jela bersila kat lantai. nak parking pon dekat 1kilometer jgk. mengah la sape yang pakai heels tu. aku la tu.haha.

at the end of the session, ade la perkongsian cerita ngn orang yang pernah attend klas ni, and sekarang dah berjaya. dulu habuk pon tarak, sekarang siap pakai pekerja lagi. dulu takde kerja, skrg takde masa sbb bsnes maju. ha cenggituuuu