Candle light dinner

i wish i can have this

                                                               or this

at least this

tapi kalau yang last sekali tu, kat rumah pon aku boleh buat.kikiki

menu: nasi goreng kampung, ayam goreng. air sirap.

kahkahkah

tapi rumah sendiri pon takde, takkan kau nak bercandle light dua orang kat rumah mak atau rumah mertua kan?

pastu mak bapak adik beradik jadi penonton.

ohmaiiii

tidakkkk

tulah ade rumah staff taknak duduk.

kan tak boleh bercandle light dalam rumah.

haha

(nangis)

Persiapan Candle Light Dinner

Aku tengah buntu ni. Macam mana nak bagi surprise kek laki den sempena birthday dia. Nak bagi hadiah, barang hantaran berlambak lagi tak pakai. Kasut, wallet, belt, perfume. U name it.

Aku ingat nak buat surprise candle light dinner kat mercu view resort. alah, kat Jengka ni resort tu lah yang konon paling eksklusif .kikiki

Konon ingat nk buat seprais. jangan sampai laki den sakit jantung sudah.

Baru bini nak jadi romentik sikit dah potong line.

Well kena beli kek ke camne ni? adoi konpius lah.

Yawn Yawn Yawn

Mengantuknya hari ni. Slept at 2am last nite, ending up yawning constantly at the rate of 2 yawns per second.

Yes I am capable of doing so!

UNITAR

oh well forgot to mention that I went to Unitar Kelana Jaya yesterday. I was so astonished to see the modern structure of UNITAR. well bangunan baru umur setahun memang lah terbaik mana boleh bandingkan dengan UPM yang wujud dari zaman purba tu.  Tempat jatuh lagikan dikenang, inikan pulak tempat berkawan, belajar, bercinta.

Dok UPM 4 tahun takde buah hati pon. sob sob sob (gila kot aku ni)

Ya allah how I wish I am as competent as them. All the lecturers are out spoken, well mannered and knowledgeable. Teros rasa nak menyorok bawah meja and hilangkan diri.

And I do admire the food facilities there. Memang top lah. Setanding lah dengan yuran 40k kena bayar tu.

The building uses white and grey and the interior design is just awesome. Modern look of course with cosy surrounding.

Came home at 9.30, exhausted. Barely able to move any single part of my body. lol

Random ramblings

We both had been not well since the past few days. Ok this week has been so hectic for me. Joining marketing department, it does mean I have to stand in a booth under the hot sun! Stop being dramatic fasha. U sure enjoyed the good food served.lol

Yes I do admit I still can feel the sweetness of rendang daging. It is something that is very outstanding, that I can still feel it in my mouth. Oh now the saliva is watering my mouth.

Woke up at 5.30 am yesterday, after a short nap (i had this problem of waking up periodically from 1 until 5.) I had set my alarm clock, but I was constantly awaken by the fear of not waking up. And I was freaking out to the extent of telling my mil to wake me up.lol. Thanks mama! 

Oh well my mil do nags at me. Well I take this positively. It means she loves me, and treat me like her own child (perasan).

I still remember her first tazkirah pointed to her dearest (lah sangat) daughter in law. Yes her newly wed daughter in law is drinking while standing. Oh how could she when she has just getting married and supposed to be soft spoken, well mannered, polite, etc etc.

Ok enough of ramblings. We both are now worn out to the extent we barely able to have a long conversation in the bed. Just some some small talk before we both doze off to lalaland. What worst is that, it is only Thurs. Friday is coming. One more working day. sigh.sigh

hai macam mana gaji nak berkat fasha weh, mengeluh jeeeee...cannot lah.

Sumbang

Bila selalu melangkah berdua,
tiba-tiba berjalan sendirian,

Bila selalu tidur berteman
tiba-tiba keseorangan,

Bila selalu makan menghadap,
tiba-tiba bersendirian,

langkah jadi sumbang,
akal runsing,

jiwa mati.

Random ramblings

In certain conditions, things are better left unsaid. Bear in mind, no one can be trusted but yourself. Or none, if it is me. Because I cant trust my mouth. Yeah I have a big mouth. Well I can keep secrets, so no worries your secrets are safe with me. I just cant contain myself from telling stupid jokes to people I am not comfortable with. Those people in which you can hear the drop of the needles when you are having conversation with them. See how awkward is it. Or maybe it cannot be called conversation, maybe question and answer sessions. lol.

I can still remember how we used to talk as fast as a bullet (does this proverb exist? haha) so others can take  their turns. How we fight just to keep on telling stories. Oh how I miss those times. 

I can talk for four hours non stop provided my partner is my click. I miss the times when my  best friend and I were sharing the bed in the hostel, talking and giggling about stupid things. How much time we had back then, when nothing mattered most, except for happiness.

I just cant befriend a gedik person. I just cant. No matter how I force myself to smile at her (yes i do force myself to smile). Not a genuine smile. I fake my smile. Lol.

From I was a kid, I never failed to hate a gedik person.hahaha