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yes you read it right. Alhamdulillah, thank you Allah for His blessings. Finally we are blessed to tie the knot. Syawal blessing I guess.

we have known each other for 2 years and 2 months, more or less. but i was a coward back then. ok lets save the story of how we met for the next entry since it will be a long one i am certain. 

i kept our relationship hidden. i was so secretive. i was so scared of telling my parents and families about my love life. i was afraid to be laughed at. 2 years passed by.

until 29th August, i let the secret out. everyone was so surprised.hahaa. 

on 31st August (Merdeka Day) together with his parents, he came to my aunt's house for the sesi berkenalan. it went well. His mom was lovely and spoft-spoken. i wonder if i'll  be able to become anything clos, like her.hhaha.kidding. 

pengantinperempuan.blogspot.com has replaced the previous cherrylipstik. blogspot.com.
this is the blog i am supposed to write about my preparation towards big day. in future, if i ever forget anything, hopefully i will refer to this blog. They (the future entries) will be personal, and nothing will i write to impress others.

fuhhhhhhhhhhhhh..

it has been a long time since i last wrote in my blog. doesn't feel up to it. i simply enjoy the pleasure of reading others' experience and stories.

there have been so many things that happened in my life. i just dont know where to start.hahhaa. padan muka peram lama-lama sangat kan dah tak tau nak cerita yang mana satu.hahaha.serve me rite. ok to be brief, i have finished my degree days. sob sob sob. to be frank, i enjoyed my life as a student so much as i got the opportunities to attend classes (though i skipped classes sometimes especially the morning classes. however, i realized that sem 6 was the best semester i have gone through. i was intrinsically motivated to dress up, fetch the bus, and walked to the class. i realized that i was driven to attend classes for knowledge sake, rather than to maintain 80% attandance. i pictured myself to be the best during my 6th semester. no more laziness to go to class, and i was more punctual than ever! that was my best achievement, personally. )

 one more thing, being the only daughter in the family, i enjoyed the sisterhood moment i had in university. the bond we had was so special i cant afford to lose. we can talk 6hours in a go without realizing what time it is. the last nite in uni, i went to najwa's room. nisa my roommate accompanied me as we lived in separate block. nisa watch Hindustan movie, while najwa and me talked and we giggled alot. life was easier back then in uni. when i was running out of time to go to class, i would ask nisa's help to iron my scarf. Aha, the best thing sisterhood offers is, we always borrow each other's thing.be it anything, from scarfs to baju kurung, to socks, shoes, brooch. I remembered on the day i was meeting Aliph for the first time.My friends helped me to pick up my best dress. they offered theirs too. Aja was my fashion consultant. she would tell me what was best for me to put on.

Now i miss all of them. All. We have gone through a journey of getting our degree together, through thick and thin. The best girlfriend i have ever had, they are.

MASTER-MIND

i was browsing the net to find a scholarship. i am kind of interested to further my master right after finishing my degree. hope i wont be disappointed with my final sem's result. i hope i wont be one, especially since my current scholarship wont give me any pennies if i perform terribly. 3.75 at least fasha! mucha suerte bebeh.

anyways, i wont give up my life's plan. not only FB has a timeline, so do my life.

eceh, gediknye.

actually, we plan to finally tie the knot by the end of this Dec. not much time left.oh, in case u wonder who "we" is referred to before, let me mind u, of course it refers to us- me and my current love of my life.
*muntah hijau jauh2*

so much steps towards our big day.

I, FashaCherryLips, being of sound mind and body, solemnly promise to follow these checklist strictly.

the list goes here.
1. stop biting my fingernails when i am bored. *instead of looking ugly, u look stupid fasha. urghh*
2. stop stuffing your stomach  with loads of food stuff. *mind u, a stomach is not a bin*
3. dentist.dentish. why oh why.
4. have some saving.

it has been a long journey.

 

a title with thousand meanings.

it has been so long since i last blogged. so much things happened- im afraid i cant list all.
i almost forget that i own a blog. i was enjoying reading blogs until i read a blog in which the blogger wrote about her own thought on an issue. and i have written about it months ago.

almost one year since i last blogged. i've tasted pain and sorrow. but i wont be enough for me. from the pain, i gained something.  it triggered my resistance.my antibody towards the threats. i know more is coming in my way.

so much happened in life. me as a student, daughter, lover, and friend.

so much arguments i came across lately.yup with him. i am afraid i cant love him the way i did. i am afraid i had his time wasted for me. and his money too.

can we be all sweet and demure again? cant we?


im sorry u had trouble understanding me. i bet u would never manage to succeed.

untuk kaum XY

jangan lah terlalu mengaharapkan perempuan yang jelita kalau kamu sendiri tidak pernah mempunyai pipi yang tidak jemu ditumpangi jerawat batu.

janganlah terlalu mengharapkan perempuan yang sopan santun baik budi pekerti stok lalu bongkok hormat macam rukuk bila lalu depan orang tua-tua kalau kamu sendiri terpekik terlolong mencarut mengeji.

janganlah terlalu mengharapkan perempuan yang mahir dan rajin melakukan kerja rumah dan akan melakukan semua kerja daripada mencuci pakaian sehingga menanggalkan stoking anda walhal anda sendiri tidak pernah mencuci pinggan dan menjemur pakaian.

janganlah terlalu mengharapkan perempuan yang cantik tubuh badan berpotongan 34-26-34 kalau kamu sendiri tidak dapat dibezakan dengan perempuan yang sarat mengandung 8bulan.

post mortem

otak beku disebabkan masalah2 kecil yang kemudian bernanah dan berulat.
bunyi agak jijik, dan itulah hakikat.

dalam hubungan seharian, tak kira dengan keluarga, kawan2, atau kekasih,
akan ada suatu ketika bila masalah2 kecil yang jika berlarutan dan dipendamkan akan menjadi nanah.dan jika tidak dirawat dengan segera akan pecah dan busuk.

jijik, memang jijik.
dan berterus terang adalah jalan yang terbaik.

dan ada juga benda yang lebih elok dibiarkan senyap begitu saja. seperti, kawan kau terkentut dalam bas yang sesak bagai sardin. tak perlu kau marah dia. melainkan setiap kali naik bas dia akan kentut.

mulut laju

dan apabila mulut yang berkelajuan kuasa kuda tak sama dengan kelajuan akal yang lembap, inilah padahnya.

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aku terjumpa dengan coursemate ak yang, mari kita namakan si-cantik-tapi-masam. masam itu bukan merujuk kepada bau badan, tapi muka yang ketat. pertama kali aku jumpa si-cantik-tapi-masam kat watercooler, masing2 pura-pura tak nampak.
 kali kedua terjumpa di tempat yang sama, dalam pukul 11 malam kot. alkisahnya dia senyum dekat aku dan:

si-cantik-tapi-masam : hai (senyum)
simulutlajuotaklembap(aku) : hai. asyik2 jumpa u je kan?

ok, aku bukan lah eksaited sangat nak tegur dia. tapi just nak berbahasa. tapi macam terkurang asam respons aku.

aku tak berani nak pandang respons dia. aku just bla sambil menyumpah2 watercooler tuh. tak pasal2.haha